MY IDEAL,FRIEND AND GOD::MY DAD

As a sibling,i was dull;
Among the books,always lull.
Those years were sad;
And i felt bad.

Teachers frequently called my parents for meeting;
I felt like they wanted me for eating.
Everywhere i had to face the music;
All seemed ugly,and the life was so tragic.

But something made it worth living;
There was pain,but something was soothing;
It was my Dad's hand on my shoulders,in the evening.

He said "you are my best son.
your brain is dull,but your fault is none.
A time would come,your brain would be bright as sun;
And proudly would i say,this is my son."

Slowly all my feelings died;
Except for my Dad which deep resides.

Every evening my Dad says,
"To practice focus lets play chess."
We played few matches,till Mom made it a mess.
I lost every game,and after each he said,
"How hard you tried! How good you played!
From my hands,the next game would certainly be swayed."

He said"I have some dreams for you;
I wont tell you ,but watch you make them true."
I never know,what is his dream;
But i feel like i live for them.

From class 7th my life changed;
I tried harder, and my results gained.
I am an atheist,but i have heard;
"Things impossible can be done only by god."
If this is so, my Dad is my god.

For its impossible for a dull boy who detained even in class two;
To reach a place so good and new;
Where reach only talented and still so few.

Over here for an exam,i tried for weeks and i tried hard;
Still yesterday my maths exam passed so bad;
My spirits were fallen,i felt so sad.
At that time i remembered none of my friends except my Dad;
I had no option but to call my Dad.
With my voice griefstruck with sorrow,i told him what occured had.
A bit upset yet soothingly he asked;
"what do you think?'failed' or 'passed'?"
I said truly " i am certainly 'passed';
But the grades can go as bad as D."

He said" you are my best son.
Your luck went tough,but your fault is none.
A time will come,your luck will be good.
And you would not have to depend on me or anyone else for clothes,shelter and food."

He further said "i still have some dreams for you.
I wont tell you,but watch you make them true."
I never would know ,what is his dream;
But i feel like,I live for them.